دریچئہ خیال

These days I'm surrounded by some very weird vibes. Very strange thoughts. It seems like a sort of mind-shift. A necessary one I guess. A transformation of world view or a hormonal reaction of complexes buried inside. I say, Consciousness is a check. A filter which keeps us connected to our roots and dampen the rest of ideas. I'm more into like creating a world of my own kind around myself. Scribbling a fantasy world and being comfortable with elite world but very carefully, again, filtering out some ideas. I'm trying to come out of my fears which I have invented from nowhere. I don't know what am I saying or trying to convey. Blah Blah Blah. Anyways, Another weird thing happening with me is a due to this shift that just happened in my life. I'm no more a student? No deadline? No homework or assignment? No whiteboards? No daily meetups? no Tensions no worries?  What's this life btw? This is so hard to accept but THIS IS LIFE. Really?